LOGIC AND INSANITY SIMPLICITY AND COMPLEXITY

“I would do that pole dance a thousand times again, because it was right for the song and that performance. But, dude, if you think dancing on top of an ice-cream cart with a pole is bad, then go check what 90% of the high schoolers are really up to.”

“She’s the girl that believes that what comes around goes around. The one that hopes for a better day. The one that won’t give up on you. She’s the girl that’s unlike the rest. The one that spent her days smiling, and her nights crying. She’s the girl that would love to be loved. The one that looks so damm strong, but feels so weak. She’s the girl that picks herself up every time she falls”

“Joel, I’m not a concept. I want you to just keep that in your head. Too many guys think I’m a concept or I complete them or I’m going to make them alive, but I’m just a fucked-up girl who is looking for my own peace of mind. Don’t assign me yours.”

“life’s a climb, but the views great”

yesterday chloe and i trekked all around a freezing raining london to a few modelling agencies. crossing every bone and finger and toe and eye in my body that we get a call back from IMG, who seemed kind of interested and they are amazing.. if you ask me i think they’re way better than models 1 & storm & select but yoww.. models one said i wasn’t tall enough which is irritating for someone who used to get teased about being a green giant in primary school..

just looking for details on ‘the last song’ premiere at the moment and trying to find a good healthy diet. i can’t wait for the film to premiere here because it looks soo good. just finished watching ‘the lovely bones’ which was very good.. not as good as i expected but still.

my parents are doing up the house and it’s so annoying because i can’t use the kettle in the kitchen to make tea, food etc. nevermind.

my half term has been so relaxing and non-demanding. i have a lot to do in the coming week though.. two re-do pieces of english coursework & one oral exam.. great. need to really start to revise soon too..

decided on not going reading this year. i don’t have the money and i’m not about to make myself really uncomfortable scrounging for it.. i have seen most of the bands playing and don’t find a lot of comfort in sleeping in a tent fearing rape, abduction and burglary..